Lifeless Joy

It was a day that pushed up the sun 

above the sky which is far far away

It was charming to see

him standing out there

So lean and tall with 

heart like waterfall

the innocence in his face

that lit him up 

made me fall...

It caught my life up

up and up tremendously 

without any damn price tags

but unknown if my life is bane...

Time could be still countable

scars of love still persisted

firmly struck in my heart

which cause pain when signing off

Higher and higher it is

the ripples in my heart

like the tides in a sea

but are they woebegone?

Whispered to the wind

as I struggle through my life

too many times that I have sinned 

just please take me away

Burning heart echoes the words of pain

with every aching breath

I cry alone in the blinding rain

as I quickly summon death

Hurt is becoming defining 

as my heart is ripped and torn

my heart is hanging by a string

that will be alright by a ring

Still survived my life so far

with the never ending worries

and without the scars removed

as it was too deep in my heart

Many dumb ears couldn't hear

the ache of my heart 

But pretending to be happy...

colours of my face remained the same

as it is not a life game

Gave up only for my soul

gave up my life

still persist my love

so deep in my heart

which no one could reach

(2013)